So this is the bomb, which I am waiting to letting explode for a while: I have short hair now.
Ever since I was young I didn't really feel female or girly or however you want to call it. I always had problems with how I look like and if I am not to boyish. Over the years it changed and I got more into dressing and fashion, but there are still those doubts. My blond hair helped me a lot to feel more like a girl/woman, but it also gave me problems, when it didn't look good or when my pony was not cut good. All I want is to find my inner beauty inside me not outside me and this is why I cut my hair. The safety of being blond and beautiful is gone and you see my face how it is. Without any frame in all its pureness.
First it was quite a shock for me and I didn't feel comfortable. Also a lot of people came to me and had to comment on it in either a good or bad way. But now I really like it! I can leave the house without one thought about my hair and I feel that I am more free now and more open to experiment (also in fashion).
What are your thoughts?
(Sorry that's just in English, but I don't have the power right now to write it also in German.)